Reading through my cache of rediscovered 'cloistered heart' letters, I ran across a few sharings from friends struggling to pray in the midst of everyday demands. Because I personally find these motivating, I will try to post several of them over the next few days.
"I have been paying closer attention to my days to see exactly when and how I am praying," wrote one homemaker. "My spur of the moment thought would be 'it's a hodgepodge!' But a closer look shows me it is not as chaotic as I thought.
I have been studying the daily Mass readings; this gives me an opportunity to think about them more in depth.
My life lately has been more 'Martha' than 'Mary.' I begin the day with my Morning Offering and thanking God for the new day. It is a grace-filled time for me.
The rest of my day is filled with little thoughts, prayer aspirations, lighting a candle while I cook.
When I can manage to escape my chores for a few minutes, I sit on my yard swing and pray.
When I drive I listen to hymns on my car CD payer.
When I think about my children, I turn my thoughts into prayers for them. I sing. I sing a lot!
While ironing or doing work with my hands, I sing. I often make up my own songs to suit my thoughts or the situations of the moment.
I go to Mass several times a week. I try to pray from the Liturgy of the Hours before Mass. I go for Eucharistic Adoration each Friday, even if I can stay only a few minutes.
So you see, at the present my prayer life is nothing formal, but it is active.
More and more I realize that my prayer life changes with the seasons."
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"You don't know how to pray? Put yourself in the presence of God, and as soon as you have said 'Lord, I don't know how to pray!' you can be sure you've already begun." (St. Josemaria Escriva)
Oh this makes me feel not so alone! To know there are so many people out there trying to live holy lives warms my heart!
ReplyDeleteIsn't it a comfort, Mary?! (and I feel not-so-alone knowing people like you)
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