This quote is making me wonder.
I try to give God every part of my heart, truly I do. Daily I do.
But are there any little corners I might have closed off to Him? "You can have this and this, Lord... but... maybe not that." I don't say it, of course. Not in words.
Yet I ask myself. Am I determined to manage some area(s) of my life the way I want? Am I a bit fearful to turn any particular something over to God, lest He arrange things in a way I might not prefer?
Am I feeling pretty good about having given, maybe, ninety percent of myself to Him - perhaps even patting myself on the back for being so generous, while I cling fiercely to the rest?
If so (and I reluctantly admit that in my case, this IS so), I think perhaps Our Lord is patting my back too, accepting my gift with love. But He does not stop there. I cannot imagine Him "patting my back" without then slipping His arm around me, asking me to invite Him into that corner, encouraging me to let Him take care of anything I've kept away from His love.
"Trust Me," I can almost hear Him saying, and I know this is not an imaginary exercise at all.
His plea for my trust is very real.
With His grace, day by day and step by step, I can let Him come inside the wall.
Here I stand, knocking at the door. If anyone hears Me calling and opens the door, I will enter his house and have supper with Him, and he with Me.” (Revelation 3:20)
This is such a great examination of ourselves! Oh the corners and nooks and crannies I hold down! It is so good to be reminded to daily surrender to His will in all things. Daily practice I fail at so much of the time but I feel the need to do this more and more as I go along. Thank you for your illuminating words in our dark corners!!!!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much!
Delete