I do not have to guess what that will is. God has revealed it. Scripture and the authentic teachings of the Church make up the bars of my "grille."
I compare this way of seeing to the view a nun might have of someone in her foyer. Sister stands at the grille, looking out at whoever stands before her. The foyer is a public part of the monastery, accessible to almost anyone. In my monastery, I see the "foyer" as my mind. I invite thoughts there by what I see and hear, but I have little control over what might come in uninvited. If I turn on TV or walk into a store, all sorts of things push in. Some are like salesmen in a monastery foyer, displaying catalogs of their wares. “Have you worried about this today?” the thoughts ask. “Look at this new line of fears - tailor made just for YOU!”
"God has not given me a spirit of fear, but of power, love and a sound mind.” (2 Timothy 1:7) I ask God to impress this truth upon me.
“But consider the pain you’ve been feeling!!” the thoughts insist.
"I consider the sufferings of the present to be as nothing compared with the glory to be revealed in us.” (Romans 8:18). I recite this bar of my grille over and over.
“…But look at you! You are weak and helpless!”
“In Him Who is the source of my strength I have strength for everything.” (Philippians 4:13).
And on it goes. Finding the view is not easy. I try every day; I fail every day. But with every “success,” it seems the grillwork grows stronger before me. It is how God invites me to meet the world.
"During this changeable life, one must preserve a steady and imperturbable evenness of spirit. Although everything may change around us, we must keep the serene glance of our soul constantly turned to God. ” (St. Francis de Sales)
(the above is comprised of several posts from our archives)
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